Cynically Depressed lyrics Lyrics

song lyrics Cynically Depressed lyrics I m full of emptiness Relaxing with my stress Don t try to clean my mess I m happier this way I live for my demise I love who I despise Feed me a soothing lie I m happier that way When I die Will I feel darkness in the light Will I see beauty when I m blind I don t have energy for rest Because I m cynically depressed I never thought living clean Would keep me so lonely Cure my healthy disease I m happier this way I m climbing up your walls So you can watch me fall I ll never know it all I m happier that way When I die Will I feel darkness in the light Will I see beauty when I m blind I don t have energy for rest Because I m cynically depressed My youth is dying of apathy and old age Under my skin is a child running away When I die Will I feel darkness in the light Will I see beauty when I m blind I don t have energy for rest Because I m cynically depressed song lyrics