My Sanity On The Lyrics

song lyrics My Sanity On The Funeral Pyre lyrics Paranoia is the insect working its way Through my subconscious thoughts It s the larve of self doubt Gestating in my heart as I spiral down And everything I touch is breaking And it falls to earth in splinters And I shiver as every splinter Finds its way underneath my skin And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl Every shortcoming, a pitfall On my way to making amends Within myself to be what I became Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world Has made itself my enemy But I will stand upon my own two feet And raise my head up I lick my wounds Trying to cleanse the infection Rabid and diseased reality fades away When I pushed myself too far A dream of emotional perfection Has left a wounded heart Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me It s like squeezing the trigger It s like opening fire On everyone who s let me down On every beautiful lie that is only fiction For the first time I m losing control and I like it Freedom feels like the noose is gone song lyrics