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song lyrics Open lyrics i really don t know what i m doing here i really think i should ve gone to bed tonight but... just one drink and there re some people to meet you i think that you ll like them i have to say we do and i promise in less than an hour we will honestly go now why don t i just get you another while you just say hello... yeah just say hello... so i m clutching it tight another glass in my hand and my mouth and the smiles moving up as i stand up too close and too wide and the smiles are too bright and i breathe in too deep and my head s getting light but the air is getting heavier and it s closer and i m starting to sway and the hands on all my shoulders don t have names and they won t go away so here i go here i go again... falling into strangers and it s only just eleven ans i m staring like a child until someone slips me heaven and i take it on my knees just like a thousand times before and i get transfixed that fixed and i m just looking at the floor just looking at the floor yeah i look at the floor and i m starting to laugh like an animal in pain and i ve got blood on my hands and i ve got hands in my brain and the first short retch leaves me gasping for more and i stagger over screaming on my way to the floor and i m back on my back with the lights and the lies in my eyes and the colour and the music s too loud and my head s all the wrong size so here i go here i go again... yeah i laugh and i jump and i sing and i laugh and i dance and i laugh and i laugh and i laugh and i can t seem to think where this is who i am why i m keeping this going keep pouring it out keep pouring it down and the way the rain comes down hard that s the way i feel inside... i can t take it anymore this it i ve become this is it like i get when my life s going numb i just keep moving my mouth i just keep moving my feet i say i m loving you to death like i m losing my breath and all the smiles that i wear and all the games that i play and all the drinks that i mix and i drink until i m sick and all the faces that i make and all the shapes that i throw and all the people i meet and all the words that i know makes me sick to the heart oh i feel so tired... and the way the rain comes down hard that s how i fell inside... song lyrics