Slow Burn lyrics Lyrics

song lyrics Slow Burn lyrics It begins with a dark glowing ember something black burning its way out of me Searing the flesh Pain is the only thing I feel scars all I see Oh no the fire s burning my insides again What can I do to silence my desire tonight? Flames consuming reason leaving only ashes left You will catch me regretting my decision I can t keep telling myself, what I want to hear (What I want to hear) I can t just close my eyes I know, that it s killing me and it s poisoning, the best of me What I see, I don t want to believe So let me tell you more, tell you more about the lies I lead That is how I chose to douse the flames in gasoline Broken teeth replace the blackout memories in my head Wreckage from the past haunts me, shakes me to the bone I know it s over but I can t go home tonight But after this I feel as empty as the night before Feel the pain and yet I m still begging for more Masochistic nihilistic urging backward thought My life s a mess and I can t find a way to fix it I can t keep telling myself, what I want to hear (What I want to hear) I can t just close my eyes I know, that it s killing me and it s poisoning, the best of me What I see, I don t want to believe So let me tell you more, tell you more about the lies I lead Calling, calling out The darkest reaches of my soul are riddled with self-doubt Crawling, crawling out My will to fight will more than suffice when others would lay down It s only as dark as you make it I know, that it s killing me and its poisoning, the best of me What I see, I don t want to believe So let me tell you more, tell you more about the lies I lead song lyrics