Solace In The Arms Lyrics

song lyrics Solace In The Arms Of The Dead lyrics To whom it may concern, I ve committed a heinous crime Quite a few over the years that I m losing track with time A horror in the eye of the public, a disgrace in the heart of man For years I ve kept these deep dark secrets, but now I no longer can I have this urge, this insistent need A vile fetish that sets me free This morbid fascination to lie with the dead To hold their bodies close to me To touch them in my bed Frequently I dream that they re dormant not dead Just receptacles of pleasure and comfort instead Constant voices within the world in my head I find solace in the arms of the dead I never considered them to be just corpses, these piles of rotting dead I d rather consider them to be good friends People who wouldn t leave me or hurt me in the end I find solace in the arms of the dead Never did I kill someone for my sick and perverse needs It s not my right to take a life unless it belongs to me I never meant to hurt anyone I have a strange disease A warped, twisted and deranged urge that aches for me to please I loved all my "friends" without reciprocation But I must end this now knowing I ll be hated I m sorry for all the pain I m sorry for all the sorrow I must take my life (So I will be) dead long before tomorrow Frequently I dream that they re dominant not dead Just receptacles of pleasure and comfort instead Constant voices within the world in my head I find solace in the arms of the dead With this gun in my hand, I take my life, a life you will consider to be evil One with peace, soon to be free No more pain shall I feel No more voices in my head I found solace now that I am dead song lyrics