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song lyrics Fairwell lyrics I m gonna leave the past alone I used to have a blast at home And a cellular phone, now I m a walking skeletal bone My stomach s eating itself because I m so damn hungry I m homeless, just about worthless and stumbly Cuz I just finished that last bit of Guinness ??? food bitch, mind your own business Now tend to mine, sometimes I tend to find A little piece of sandwich somebody left behind And I ll eat that the whole day, I beg thee always Say will work for food, have no place to stay Starvation has me living on my last chance I make a fast dash and hit up all the trashcans If I m lucky I ll find a piece of bread, often instead I like to slash my neck leaving my shirt awfully red But I can t put the knife to my neck, my life is a wreck And I d shoot myself if I had a rifle or tek Prolonged death through malnutrition is unbearable I try to find a job, I m filthy plus I smell terrible So nobody wants to pay me, no hottie wants to lay me I tell the prostitutes to give me head, they disobey me Maybe, I ll join the military, join the Navy But I have no identification and no bravery So fuck it, I m just gonna be alcohol s puppet Get really drunk, find a tall building and climb up it And then I ll jump off, but wait, I m afraid of heights I have to turn off my lights some way with no frights What s the difference if I go out quietly or with a bang? There s a ledge, there s a rope, guess I might as well hang But that s some bullshit because I know it won t work What if my neck doesn t break on the first jerk? What type of shit is this? I guess I ll just slit a wrist But that s way too slow, and plus, what if the veins missed? I ve abandoned all chances of begging and all chances of living Guess there s no obvious circumstances of giving Now if I m gonna move on of free will The only way to eat a meal is to rob, steal and kill But I don t have it in me and I m too damn friendly You re my enemy because I m broke and you have plenty That s how I justify it in my own mental riot You re well fed and I m about to die from this diet So you be quiet, and give up all your shit calmly I m ornery and I have a rusty screwdriver on me And if you try to fight then it s going in your neck quick I m a derelict but this is no lunatic rhetoric So take it seriously and don t try to screw with me Don t get furious or curious, I want your jewelry Yes all of it, hurry up I m being tolerant If I choose to kill you, huh, the police ain t solving it Cuz I m a nobody and nobody is witnessing this robbery And after I kill you, I ll kill myself probably That s right, I m gonna kill you now I m so sorry But I got all of your money plus the keys to your Ferrari And that s all I need  I knew that he would fall indeed Then the cops pulled up while I watched his neck bleed And they pulled out all their guns at me and yelled "Freeze" I put the screwdriver to my throat and fell to my knees God please, tell me who s at fault, is it me? I told the cops I used to be a productive MC And I signed a record deal with a shady company Who exploited me and left me homeless without a penny I was excited, the first label interested I did what I did cuz I was a foolish young kid Oh well, if I live, I m on a road to hell So I guess this is it, goodbye, farewell song lyrics